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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

the leaking balloon

Its funny. I have started to notice in the last two days a feeling I haven't experienced for so so long (at least eight months). Like a weight is starting to lift, like I am perhaps beginning to gain control of my world.

(I write this with trepidation, that I might easily lose control again)

I feel like a balloon that has been blown up really tight and left for way too long, but now the air is slowly escaping,

and it feels good...

3 comments:

jeanie said...

yay!

BJ said...

Are you speaking in a high-pitched voice as the air leaks out?

;)

Glad things are looking up. I wonder whether we really gain "control" of our worlds? Maybe the best we can hope for is that our worlds don't control us?

melissa said...

nice.